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[Mar. 8th, 2006|05:52 pm] |
i almost forgot i had a livejournal until i saw someone at the comp. lab updating theirs, so i figured maybe i should too. so, here's my life as of now:
1. moved into a new apt. with my buddy josh. it's not much bigger than my other place, but it's closer to the beach which is nice.
2. met a girl named ashleigh, and i hope everything will work out with this one. and it might, if i don't fuck things up.
3. got a job with a local magazine taking pictures. i'm covering the local music scene and some feature stories coming up. its fucking awesome.
4. only one more semester until i graduate, finally.
if things go well with this job, they're talking about hooking me up with some work in san fran, to make my transition to there after i graduate smoother. my boss is the shit! |
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| fucked up |
[May. 1st, 2005|11:25 am] |
who else thinks its fucked up to start dating someone when you still love someone else?? cause when youre the rebound, it really fucking sucks.
i should've known better.
single. again.
"here i go again on my own, going down the only road i've ever known. like a drifter i was born to walk alone..." |
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| wow.....its been a long time |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:14 pm] |
so yea, i never update.
but what the hell, i'll fill in whoever reads this (although i doubt anyone does)
so i met this girl leah about a month ago and i didnt think id have a chance with her, until i talked to my buddy mike who introduced us at a party, and he told me to just call her. so i did, and here we are, 3 weeks later, dating. and she is so fucking gorgeous and smart, sometimes i just cant believe shed ever date a loser like me. i dont even diserve her. im shit in comparison. shes 19, and she also goes to sdsu. and she loves going to the cliffs at night too (thats our new getaway spot). and whats great is that she doesnt take my shit. she tells it like it is and has no problem calling me out when im being an ass. i dont know for sure yet, but im starting to think that she's the one. yep, the one. and her lease is up in a month and she's thinking about moving in with mike, jacob and i. we need a girl in our house, to keep us on our toes. hahaha
leah, youre amazing. i dont know what i'd do without your cute little smile |
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| wow. its been too long... |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|11:40 am] |
so, classes are almost over. yay. even though i've signed myself up for summer school. i've been hanging with my friends a lot more lately, which is fun. i got some new ink and i'll post the pics later. jacob, jesse, mike and i all went to LA last weekend to party with some of mikes friends up there...and we ended up going to disneyland. yes, 4 grown men, without the company of any women, went to dineyland and had a blast.
so yea, we're queer. so what? hahahahaha.
anyway, im off to class.
i need to find an awesome place to go take pictures at, santee really blows. |
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| confessions of an empty soul |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|12:37 pm] |
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i can only do this for so long.
this constant back and forth,
awkward exchanging of words,
that mean nothing.
i want to drive,
as fast as i can til i find you,
but would you let me?
would it even matter?
im scared,
cause ive never felt this,
this cosmic pull,
with anyone before.
sure i dont know dates or favorites,
specifics only a close friend would know,
but i do know hearts,
hearts speaking to each other,
transcending everything else.
if youre willing,
and even somewhat curious,
to take this leap,
this trust in fate,
then tell me, let me know
that everything im doing isnt pointless,
and that you do see me,
you see my efforts,
and you're ready.
and i promise it'll be worth it.
how many times do i have to prove myself to you? |
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| what a weekend... |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|06:50 pm] |
so i had to work sat and i thought i didnt have to work sun, but my damn manager called me on sun to come fill in for josh. normally i wouldnt mind the extra $, but josh is such an ass. he hardly ever comes in on time, leaves whenever he wants, and steals sales from me. i would've loved to surprise this girl gabi by going to see her sun, but once again, that bastard josh fucked up my plans. but whatever, i doubt she even wanted to see me anyway. i just dont know what to do about her. i like her alot even though we barely know each other. i can feel a connection on some level, and i dont want to let another awesome girl get away cause im too scared to make a move. any advice?
xoxo
justin |
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| livejournal...another addicting waste of time |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|12:45 pm] |
so i got up way to early on a sat. now i have nothing to do. damnit. i hate when i do that. maybe i'll go play my guitar, maybe write some words to a song i have in my head. its been playing over and over in my head ever since i started talking to this girl online. i wrote the song awhile ago, but ever since i started talking to her, ive been thinking about it more. so maybe its time to get the damn thing finished. no work today, and who know where in the hell josh and mike are (my roommates). so i guess leave me a comment on here. so i'll think i actually have some friends.
xoxo
-j |
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